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What's on my mind? Sad nga happy. Sad that he has to be gone for a couple of weeks and I won't be able to see him. But happy with the actualization that despite the distance, love, trust, faithfulness and respect remains. I don't think I can ever ask for more at this point. Yup, he is really the ONE I've always been waiting for and the one I have always dreamed of. The only guy next to the Big One above who could ever make me happy till the core of my soul and make me feel like though life won't be perfect, it is worth living because of the amount of love we can possibly share. For the first time in forever, I am completed and I can't ask for more. Cliché as it may, I never thought I could love someone THIS much and for someone to mean THIS much. So much that everything I do is being considered just so both of us may reach our goal. A goal for us to be together beside each other to infinity and beyond. In good times and in bad, the experience is for us to cherish together. Mama Mary, please always keeps him safe and protect him wherever he goes. Falling in love requires a humongous leap of faith, thank You a million times Lord for making sure that I am caught in the right arms of a man worth of being poured by unconditional love! Love which I have always taken from you Lord, my Shepherd and my Brother. :)

It was so easy to love him, but so difficult to just let him go. This is the first time I could think that I have willingly and undoubtedly given everything for someone. That I had to extend my patience to the last straw and yield to compromise just so we could still be together. I could think of instances when I could've just given up in trying to make our relationship work. Everytime I could think of him not giving enough effort. Everytime I get jealous with the girls who surround him. Instead, I pushed myself always a little farther. And the farther I get, the more I could say that the journey has been worth it. Else, a heart shattered into a million broken pieces would become evident. Hay. :)