091013

• Ngano daw awkward ko? Btaw ngano diay ko? #$#@F$%!!#@*&@SD%.  Lage oi uyab na mo and di na ta ma friends. Hala ha.  Not that I have regrets in pushing you away, but you were my only friend when I needed someone to talk to in this bloody office!!!!!! You think I don't appreciate thaaaaat. Maybe it's too late for me to say thank you,  but thank you!!!!!! Im happy you're happy oi. You deserve to be loved man sad. I'm just not the right person to do that :)
• Btaw ngano man ko kanina oi. Wai mas obvious dra. lol. haha T_____T
• I snucked behind the store after I saw them together near the entrance pina holding hands pjd. Dugaaaay jud kaayo ko naka lihok. Three other workmates saw me probably wondering why i was standing there like an idiot. As in ni freeze ko wew ngano diaaaaay. :(
• So yeah I am crazy. I chose to push him away because I was getting attached, something which I just want to protect myself from. If I'm like this when I'm not attached yet, what would happen if I already did so? Probably worse. I'd probably feel worse than this!! Im just amused at myself why I am affected when I obviously shouldn't be. Things/people/places which are of no importance should not let emotions surface out. 
• Walk the talk please. Something which I struggle in doing. Why are some things easier said than done..? Okhaeyy </3
• But anyway, I just have to get myself used to the fact of being....independent.. I am and I will be :)

090613

• When you're bitter and blog's all you have because you have no one to complain to not that complaining is a good thing but sometimes to complain is all we can do and maybe do something better tomorrow. D:
• I feel unproductive again the past few days. I get sleepy too early and too lazy to wake up earlier. I regret in the morning and do it again at night. This morning, I was late because I left the house five minutes than the usual sched and it is frustrating. I want time to stop and stay still until I can get over. But of course life doesn't work that way. 
• Afternoon comes, I am feeling better. Maybe because there's not too much calls and no tickets to work on.. I am currently reading The Great Gatsby by Scott Fitzgerald. Yeey I am readinggg!! :D
• Today's Calltek's 9th Anniversary. I am looking forward to dining with my beautiful girls Min2 and Joan at Chillage later. Yeeyy foooood! 

Annoyance to that Ugly Midget

Who wouldn't get annoyed, irritated and insulted? I happily called her when we met near the clinic. She surely couldn't have not seen or heard me, we were just at finger's  length. I mean THAT  near. And she snubbed me!! What does that supposed to fucking mean?!?!?! I won't make a big deal out of this today because I started my day right.

Manghud greeted me good morning and we exchanged a couple of messages. So yeah. Fuck that ugly midget and may she rot. I am perfectly fine without her around.  Anyway, I don't know if it's just me or is it really me, I have noticed that she snobs me whenever I am around her. Bossy and strict, well she better not do it again. But if she will, I'll let her do it again. She's not worth my time. I am just really insulted right now -_-