So today's our 4th day. Yesterday was great, you went with me and with my friends who gave me a surprise birthday bash and all. Today's different. Maybe it's just really you but it is something I have yet to comprehend. A mighty earthquake just happened right in front of our eyes but you didn't even ask how I was! You were just like "Hey babe, there's an earthquake.". I would've appreciated if you said "Hey babe there's an earthquake. Take care of yourself!" Argh. This is your second strike, remember that. The first one was when I got my first car accident which nearly caused me trauma. I clearly remember that you didn't even bother asking how I was. You simply said "Hah, pag amping gd.." That turned me off big time. But the next day, though you didn't send me a litany of messages, you made it up by fetching me right away without a lot of questions. You show your care for me in unusual ways. But then again, one unusual overwhelming antic should not compensate for non communication.
We all want to be liked, loved, or needed. That is fine. What is not fine is what we are willing to do to make sure we are liked, or loved or needed. When we make the needs and wants of others a priority in our lives, we devalue ourselves. — Iyanla VanzantOne question keeps lingering on my mind lately - Shall this last or shall this pass too?
Logic may makes things a bit more complicated, but it lessens the probability of failure in any form. What logic does the heart recognizes? They say it all has something to do with the language of LOVE. All I know is that I could happily get lost away from the rest of the world when I am with him. :x
What I hate about this subject is that it involves too much emotion and such investment requires a big leap of faith. One must prepare himself for both the best and the worst. But what are the necessary preparations? Maybe again there's none. What evidence does faith have? Happiness maybe, unquantifiable. And so is investing your time to develop a relationship. It requires a lot, but willful effort.