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• Ten days after the last email. Three days after their scheduled arrival. No communication. I am a paranoid by nature and I can't help myself. It is painful to know that he's there but he hasn't reach out yet. No nothing. I could think of a lot of things, worst things. And it gets worse than worst each passing time....
• I can't talk to anyone. It's not like they could help anyway. I have been counting and counting and counting... But the counting has to stop, though I don't want it to end. A flicker of hope still remains, but reality has to be faced. Present should be prioritized.
• It's okay to stumble but never remain on the ground. Pick yourself up right away! For a while, I don't want to hear anything about sea, ships, engagement, Skype, Daanbantayan and probably about anything that could remind me of heartache. DO. NOT. EVER. MENTION. </3
• HAPPINESS IS A CHOICE!
• If you can't love me at my worst, you certainly don't deserve me at my best!