is this still love? i don't feel any romance anymore. i feel like i'm just trying my best to be civilized with him and keep on compromising just so we won't argue. it's frustrating. i know we have different love languages. he likes intimacy while i like time. meanwhile, i dont like being intimate with him because he doesn't give me time. and maybe, he doesn't give me time because i'm not intimate towards him. it's getting difficult.
i'm only able to laugh out loud and cry out loud becuase of this korean series i'm watching - weightlifting fairy. otherwise, i don't feel any emotions at all but annoyance around my surroundings. rawr. so pathetic.
