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- What is this I'm feeling, I just can't explain. I can't get you off my mind however I try my hardest to.
- It was just a day of constant messages but the effect lasts more than that.
- I try my hardest not to think about you, try my hardest not to put a big deal out of those messages but it seems so hard, I can'r explain why.
- I don't want this because I know this isn't right but I'm feeling so helpless. I was able to move on easily before but this time seems to be harder.
- One of the complicated things about loving is not knowing when to let yourself fall even without the certainty of the other person catching you back.
- I've had my several trials regarding not falling in love too easily and I somehow succeeded. But this one's a hard one. I want to prove to myself that I can be his "Ate" genuinely with out no strings attached. Oh, but this is almost killing me!
- And I've come into conclusion that relationships starting with friendship are the most complicated, or maybe one of, because you just don't know when you're "just" friends, or when it has become more than that. And you just don't know where the boundary starts. T__T
- I can actually tell you how I feel, however it still won't make a difference. So why bother.
- I will get out of this office kai exhausting na ang environment. Though I still want to use the internet, but I cant stand facing the monitor any longer. Pahuway ta! Haha T_T
