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- Ngano daw awkward ko? Btaw ngano diay ko? #$#@F$%!!#@*&@SD%. Lage oi uyab na mo and di na ta ma friends. Hala ha. Not that I have regrets in pushing you away, but you were my only friend when I needed someone to talk to in this bloody office!!!!!! You think I don't appreciate thaaaaat. Maybe it's too late for me to say thank you, but thank you!!!!!! Im happy you're happy oi. You deserve to be loved man sad. I'm just not the right person to do that :)
- Btaw ngano man ko kanina oi. Wai mas obvious dra. lol. haha T_____T
- I snucked behind the store after I saw them together near the entrance pina holding hands pjd. Dugaaaay jud kaayo ko naka lihok. Three other workmates saw me probably wondering why i was standing there like an idiot. As in ni freeze ko wew ngano diaaaaay. :(
- So yeah I am crazy. I chose to push him away because I was getting attached, something which I just want to protect myself from. If I'm like this when I'm not attached yet, what would happen if I already did so? Probably worse. I'd probably feel worse than this!! Im just amused at myself why I am affected when I obviously shouldn't be. Things/people/places which are of no importance should not let emotions surface out.
- Walk the talk please. Something which I struggle in doing. Why are some things easier said than done..? Okhaeyy </3
- But anyway, I just have to get myself used to the fact of being....independent.. I am and I will be :)
