Monday, December 08, 2014

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*been five months since my last post. Was it also five months since I had time to just talk to myself?
*the past few months had been extremely topsy turvy, so as to put it mildly. And now? I'm preggers. Lol. Not really scientifically proven yet, but all the signs and symptoms are there. And, the positive PT. i don't even know where to start.
*i'm confused, i'm afraid, i'm happy, i'm excited. I'm not sure if i still know myself....... :) 
*i don't know if i could still convince myself that i can be better or be simply happy with where i'm at. 
*logic is asking more from me but being domesticated is poisoning, okay "dominating", my system. 
*i just hope that wherever the path of life may take me, that would still be the road to happiness, contentment and serenity. Whatever happens :)